Did you miss me? No, no you didn't. Thats cute too.

Its been forever since I made a post. I kinda feel bad. But its whatever now. I have a good reason too. =]
I moved. Thank god. I moved away from so much bull in my life. Some say that I was running away, but that isn't it at all. I just moved away from the TOXIC in my life. That was the thing. I was choking from it. It almost killed me. I am not exaggarating at all, either.

I lefted someone that I didn't except to change me drastically until 48 hours before I lefted dear ol' Indiana. He made me realized the greatness in me. I didn't think I had that. We use to talk everyday, ever since I lefted. But this distance is making us bitter I think. I might be wrong, but I feel like he is pushing me away and it isn't helping me fly at all.

However, I know I shouldn't need someone to make me fly. I should need myself. Well, I am not up for all of that. I guess. I need help. Maybe therapy. That might be the trick. But that shit is expensive beyond belief. But if that shit works. It might not really matter really. I want to be able to see myself in the greatest light there is possible, I am worth it, right?

Yes, Yes I am.

"I know it doesn't seem so fair, but I will send you a postcard when I get there" -Lily Allen.